is it normal for ppl to watch porn when they are in a relationship?
someone asked me today and i didnt know what to tell them…
input..pls
i wish that someone thought everything i did was beautiful or amazing.
i wish i had talent.
or beauty.
or even an admirer…even if they are lame.
at least it would be someone who actually liked what i do.
it sucks to see everyone else has someone that thinks they shit gold.
where the frik is my person?
apparently i shit mediocre….acceptable….eh alright….
but never amazing, gold, beautiful…nothing worth a shit.
so this must mean I= not worth a shit
sooo
ive noticed….i always date/like boys that tell ugly girls they are beautiful…
does this mean im ugly???
or they’re with me bc im super better than the ugly girls they call beautiful so i must be like goddess level
oh dear that just soudned so effin cocky
swear it wasnt though lol
just sayin i think im prettier than them …soo….hmmph
alex is beautiful :)
okay.
so my life isn’t exactly all peaches and pears, but I don’t have a terrible life either. I do rely on my loving family and wonderful mother for guidance.I have quite a few friends that stick by me no matter what….but as of late I have encountered a problem in my life i don’t really want to deal with anymore. When you call someone your BEST FRIEND…shouldn’t you treat them as that? Correct me if I am wrong..but why have that title for someone if you don’t mean it I mean, gee, I will not die if Im JUST your friend….but you will also lose some of my devotedness. I have encountered a problem…Im sick of competing with:
1. WEED
2. Recreational drugs
3. the boyfriend who is always on drugs
I am tired of:
1. Being hung out to dry.
2. Being ditched.
3. Being miserable because Im always there and when I need someone …well my friends step up..not my BEST FRIEND.
..oh the list does go on.
4. she can enjoy herself but heaven forbid when it comes my turn. … bitch bitch bitch nag im tired i miss my boyfriend…then why even come out with me?
Im just to the point of giving up. No I would never drop her. She is my Best Friend! …I think im pushing her aside making new friends and plans without her. Im not making plans to be ditched anymore. If she really wants to be in my life she will place herself there. Im tired of trying to step around her feelings only to hurt my own…it is not healthy for me. I hate watching her skip class, miss assignments, drop classes…come in dirty, old clothes, no shower, and high. I hate that we pass room inspection bc i sweep and mop the floor and bathroom. I thought i wouldn’t live alone this semester…but I was wrong…boy was I ever. what else do I do? Im out of ideas…pls help
